9:49 PM 9/12/05

so here i sit down to write something. what exactly i am not too sure, after all there must be something i want to write, no, actually it is not a 'must' but a 'have'. all of a sudden i feel as if i have to write something, anything. i am listening one of my favorite numbers from a bangla band FOSSILS, called Hasnuhanah. it is an amazing song, and when i had heard it the first time, which was a long time ago, i was touched by the essential truth that i found hidden in those lines. but today when i have the enitire CD and have heard all the songs i must confess i have quite a few favorites. but somehow it is strange that when i had searched for it high and low, i had failed to locate it, and now that i least expected it, here it lies in my hand.is this then destiny?ahh!sometimes i wonder, really wonder why certain things happen at specific times, are they thus destined to happen or is there something else. may be i always think too much. i am not a huge rock fan yet, i happen to meet the guy who is crazy about such music and from there came the first CD which was the band's second release, and now all of a sudden having left a mere message at the band's website, i end up meeting a fossils fan who gives me their first release. i cannot finish counting how many times i have already heard this CD ever since i lay hands upon it last fri. i simply love this stuff. it is almost addictive. after all to my own astonishment, i have been playing it every morning before leaving for my institute, and rocking away when i return. i have to consciously stop myself from turning my PC on and start palying this CD. it is such an addiction!strangely, i have their second CD yet i do not play it that often and nor did i when it was the only one i owned. but yes initially i did paly it a lot during my exam breaks and rocked on in breaks. but this is completely unprecedented, i just do not like listening to any other music at all.well that write up got a nice direction. but now i am lost again.these days i get confused, i am writing in the outlook express although this hardly a mail, when i was thinking whom to write to, i drew a blank. first i thought of D and then Rick, but i decided one wouldn't answer and was a lost case in appreciating good letters and the other, i am assuming is very busy and hence not to be disturbed.i sent three letters today.1. to sam apologizing, and asking her to let our friendship have another chance. also a birthday wish.2. to raghu, a much awaited letter, one that was supposed to be posted a week back, lazy me!3. to tanisha, after i received a fantastic surprise, two very sweet cards.
so now whom to write and what to write..a bit of lyrics...." i had so much to tell you,but now it seems everything is overand there is nothing more left to tell you."Nice!!