STRANGE that i am actually writing this post! i am so surprised by the ability of people to hurt others especially when their wants are not being taken care of. its so sad, really. sad. one of my so called frnds has a prob wid his PC n needs a RAM. i hve a spare one which i can give, but i am jus nt getting d time to take him hme so he can take dat out frm my PC. and so he accuses me of selfishness reminding me timely of how he had given a particualr book i had asked for with forthriteness. the truth is i had never used that book, i had asked it frm him as a ref but later jus did not require it. sometimes i feel like telling him that but something prevents me from mouthing those words. may be i am afraid he will nt belive thinking i am jus saying that.. and trying to find excuses. then i realise that the reason i dont want to say anything is because i am tired, yes i am very tried of fights, hurt, pain, emotions, tears and everything else that i have wasted, shed and faced in the last couple of years frequently and almost everyday in the last few months. i will not cry, that is what i have decided, if peple want to say hurtful things, they will have to find someone else, if pple think they can make me cry then they are mistaken....
from today .. no more tears.. and no more good deeds either...
people jus dont deserve any help or a sensitive heart.. they dont need frnds, they need a punching bag if i am considered one then i am not available! not any more, in any case.
2 comments:
way to go yung lady!!!!
abt time u realised the meaning of the phrase - "SELFISH LIFE"!!!!
ges no1's herd it b4 coz i just coined it : )
but stil havnt bin able 2 desifer y am so atracted 2 reading your blogs!!!!!!
keep riting dear....
gives me sumthing 2 luk 4ward 2....
n i thot u rote everyday!!!!!!
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