Hey, people, here is a qoute from an old fellow blogger, was going through his older posts at leisure, i was struck by an idea on this friendship day, a way to remember long lost friends.
"Become an obsever in your own life and life will cause you much less pain that way."
How true these words ring to me! I cannot imagine how and why these wonderful people have come and touched my life and they have enriched it so much so that I find words falling short to thank them.
Although this blog is more annonymous than others, I donot want to mention any names but yes, on this friendship day I want to remember a few people.
Dear Ari,
today when i read thru sme of ur older blogs there was a feeling of nostalgia and a related guilt at having used u so badly, i am sorry, if u could ever forgive me, i would be very happy, i knw smetimes we end up hurting pple widout knwing, but smehw i knw i shud have treated u better, u deserved a lot better than wat i was wid u, and more so coz u were so much like me and i am srry i never put myself in ur shoes to see and feel the hurt i was causing. i want u to knw, i knw, today because of circumstances i knw hw it is to feel refused and broken hearted. srry friend, i am soo soo srry!Happy Friendship Day!
Dear Rakesh,
tumhein shayad lage ki ye mail aise hi maine likh diya kiu ke mujhe aur kuch kam nahi tha. aaj subah tumhara mesage mila, aur itne friends me se tumhein friendship day yaad raha, ya phir ye bhi keh sakte hai ke mujhe laga ke tumnein jo mujhe yaad kiya ussme mujhe aisa mahsus hua ke shayad tum mujhe apna dost samajhte ho. tumhare sath shayad maine bohot hi bura bartav kiya tha, pata nahi aaj lagta hai, tab mera deemag shayad ghass charne gaya tha, yaa pata nahi, shayad mei hamesha se hi thora disbalanced hu. aaj maine socha shayad tumko sorry kehna thik hoga, bohot kuch aisa hum karte hai jo humein nahi karna chahiye, par kabhi hum galti karte hai. aaj kuch samajh mei aya hai, jo pehle ata to shayad tumari dosti mei khoti nahi.i am srry! ho sake to mujhe maaph karna.Happy Friendship Day!
dear Garfy,
i have been very mean, haven't i? no mails , no messages, i guess i was too imvolved in a lost game, i just wish i had the sense to see how far we have drifted apart, please get in touch wid me, i miss u, thanks so much for remembering me. although i haven't been so good to u.Happy Friendship Day.
Dear Kari,
hey gal, i don't knw why i miss JU so much? smetimes i feel as if it is the frnds that i miss most, then i try and think of one person i miss the most and it always turns out to be u, after all i guess we driftd apart from a point where u were my best friend in JU, and that was a lot my fault i feel. so, on this friendship day i wana say this from the bottom of my heart, i wish Kari we can be friends. it wud mean a lot to me.HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY!Love from the bottom of my Butt, a bigger place than my heart ;-)
Dear ipsita,
u surprised to see my mail in ur inbox? i guess not, but i remembered last year when i had given u a friendship day band, and then i had thot we wud be good frnds, things went wrong and we have moved away from each other, maybe it is a lil too late to say this but still....i am sorry. i hope we can still be friends.Happy Friendship Day!
Dear Dwaipayan,
hi, i am sure ur nt surprised to see a mail from me, but why i am writing this mail has a different reason frm the usual. i am writing a mail to all those pple who i miss a lot, and i wish i could change the way things have happened before but i don't have the powers to.but i can always try and make a lil difference.i wish we cud have been best friends, u wud have been a good best friend.u have been a good friend, thanx.wish u a Happy Friendship Day!
Dear Sam,
like all those other mails, this unfortunately will nt reach u, as i am nt sure whether u chk ur mails nw a days, but i don't knw may be i cn try, a lil bit this time. for i knw last time i didn't try hard enuf.i miss u. 5 years is a long time to have a best friend and i jus dont think i can live widout ur friendship, i may survive which i am doing, but i cannot help but remember the small little things we did and all the difference u made to my life. i wish we were still friends.if u can and want to be friends, i wish u wud call me.i will wait for ur call.u r my only true best friend!Happy Friendship Day!
dearest Popla,
smetimes i have kept a silence that has stretched for months on end, smetimes we haven't seen each othr for ages yet, i knw that when we meet, we are still the same, our friendship grows more and more everyday, thank u for being a wonderful friend!Happy Friendship Day!
dear Ishita,
i guess this wud surprise u, but i am glad i shifted here, if i hadn't i wud have nvr found a friend like u.it may be so that we may nvr have what we want so bad but i have a feeling we will definitely have a lot more than we have imagined.don't lose hope, life's too short and elusive to run after forgotten dreams, dream something new and fascinating tonite!Happy Friendship Day!
Last but not the least this one is for u, fellow libran.
My dear Fellow libran,
"those who bring sunshine into lives of others cannot keep it from themselves"
thank you, for all that u have said and done, thank you for showing me the way, thank you for showing me TC3 and Sabrina, thank you for showing me that i could change, thank you for the smiles and tears.i hope u always smile!!best wishes!Happy Friendship Day!
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