Saturday, January 27, 2007

today on 27th jan 07

I don't wana close my eyes, I just don't wana miss a thing ....
Wanting all and more ..
is that a crime??
well, may be so when d person on the other side is nt interested in returning the favour. all one wants is to spend some quality time.
is it strange to desire this little or is it strange to ask for so much but who decides that it is too much???
i don't knw and i am nt sure sometimes, people make me feel as if i ask for too much and sometimes i feel myself asking for too much from them, but i want people to ask what they want from me, and i am ready to make that attempt to return wat they want!
may be i am thinking too much today.
but it does hurt when for no fault of mine i am abused, why am i abused? is it my fault that u have changed i didnt ask u to change into someone who doesn't care or may be u have always been this only hidden it behind a facade, and now that it is out in the open it is hard to accept!! may be i have always known that this side existed and may be now that it is in front of me i am turning a blind eye to it!
i dont knw ...
too may may be's to answer......
what shud i pursue ???
happiness
pleasure
dignity
friendship
love
how do i prioritize ?????