agar tum mil jao....

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what should i write, there is so much to say and yet so little time, what could be the solution to this pain and this hurt? if there be a problem there ought to be a solution as well, but where can i find that solution?
people are jealous and envious at times, yet i seem to bear the brunt of it most of the times. the fact that sid is jealous of Rick reminds me of Sam, how mean she was.
right now they are discussing them. just cause you happen to work in the same company as he, is not really his fault. but i myself would have been irritated with him. i cannot imagine what he is supposed to do to prove himself. actually, the point is whatever he may do no one will believe that he is here for his merits. and perhaps that is the question. if he were a bad employee it would have been a correct interpretation but when he is good at what he does every one is even more jealous.
sad!
but i mustn't speculate.
i was thinking about Sam. she had said that no one can stop her from getting through english hons, that was too proud on her part and without thinking i had retaliated, you will not need anyone, i am enough to stop you. the point is, i had never realised that this would have happened eventually. wonder did she know that??
she was so jealous, why? but i guess there is no explaination.
sid, is having a talk with his boss, and why, is it, could it be about Rick. they keep refering to him, why???
anyway, not my issue to meddle. but i can't imagine how bad he must feel........... Rick i mean.