last day!

hey. i got hold of the lyrics of the song i was talking about, i wish i could audio blog this, but here the facilities are nt available, so u will have to do with the written words...

fossils...

hasnuhana

oh mou tumi jano na je maajh raatein
ekgheye eei bichanate
aajo katha boli kar sathe
janina kar ki jaye ba ashe tate
tai gaan gai raasta te
aar bhule jai pastate
jibon cholche na aar soja pathe
dekho aajo hashi kono mote
beche gechi boli hote hote
hoyeto more gele hoto beshi bhalo
keni eto sukh phele gelo
jiboner shera sriti gulo

sriti eshe roj darjate
kara nare aar hath pate
aar bhenge pore kannate.
utpat hoye deshehara
tar bhoye hoyi ghar chara
di- palayane ashkara- amaye

eei pran eei bhabe palatak holo
tobu jabe kahatok bolo
shech hoye geo petrolo
thami shunshan phaka bypasse
aar ridoyer circuse
sriti daye duo aar hashe
bolo grina korbe ki priyotoma?
jadi cheye nite boli khama
boli show cause ta dite jama
a hridoye daptor paltache na
abshar neowa jache na
(are!!) phuteche hasnuhana- takao.

a song tht made me think of a lot of things at a time when a lot of things were forgotten and yet remembered.
i am not clear yet, i am sure there is something in those lines that makes me think...
today i did a blooper......
ended up calling D at 5.09 in d morn by mistake, his number was on my speed dial, and i did what i shouldn't have done.
it was stupid ofcourse to be afraid, but i was, the ph connected instantly and i discnncted as fast as i could.
so, i got up and went and drank a lil milk and sat contemplating.
today morn when i told this to Rick thinking of sharing my thots wid him finally i was rudely awoken... pple dont care to be nice even if they are librans. i was busy wonderign maybe he has chnged his no: or may be he isn't calling, soemthing, i even said good he hasnt call, but unexpectedly Rick suggested he hasnt called bcoz he doesnt want to and that hurt me. i guess truth hurts me all the time especially if said rudely...... on my face.
he could have been a lil nicer.
anyway wats done cannot be undone.....
and he came and spoke to me i did nt answer not coz i was angry but coz i would lose the train of my thought.
i have nothing and should not anything against Rick, he is nice and that's all there is to it.
no more sharing darling! nobody ever understands.
u shud knw tht more than any1.
i wish i cud copy all the lyrics but this is just one of the songs i like so.....
and well i was quite happy to share the lyrics, and that Rick was nice enuff to bring it...... i was thinking, of brining the Fossils 2 cd for him, i guess i shud ask before bringing so that i do not feel like a fool.
well, guess some pple have been makin me feel tht way, strange they shud look similar... souvik and Rick!!
anyway!