Y'day was fun, and why not, I went out with my friends and it was a blast. I do so love them dearly! At office burdened with some dumb files, I cut my thumb and it was all bloody and messy, left after that for home, took a cab to home, got off, left my 2kg office bag, and went to cit center. It was great to meet the guys after so many days. Hound, Pri, Paro and Joyie. We 5 tripped to KFC, munched down a chicken and it was just too horrible, my burger was decent, but the original recipe of fried chicken was disgusting. Too horrid!
In all this Joyie's bf decided to create a fracas about her chili shaped earrings, dumb guy! A thorough MCP. But that was not the disaster, we sat on the soft grass on the lawn, and chatted, it was so good. All of us were aware that here we are making memories that have to last us a long long time. Hound came up with his future vision, us in offices, at this time next year. When we wouldn't be able to say, I am meeting up my friends after a long time, and I do want to meet them so badly. Well life's coming to an end.
Anyway, after that we came to my house and it was adda and games all the way till 6.30pm. We have made plans and I am not going to divulge them because we don't want then not to come true. Ahh negative + negative= positive. Shucks!
Every time any one asked me about D I went, "oh I don't want to talk about him, I hardly care where he is." But I did read the mail so many times; I haven't stopped thinking about him. And it is really killing me. It is. But then I know there is only so much I can take. I don't want to think a lot about all that is past. Not now, not ever. God only knows what is not in store for me.
FYI: not getting married in 2009 dec, Hound says a lil later. But then Marriage and me are poles apart. Hee hee!
"Every time you go away you take a piece me with you."
Wonder what's with Rick! Very busy these days, on one hand that's good!
But I guess I am worrying after him. I mean I oughtn't. I wish he wouldn't misunderstand my blog, after all this blog unlike others is all about real stuffs and not trying to be creative. Listening to my collection of BEST romantic songs and well, I am not crying, that's good!
One last info, dreamt of D right in the morn! It was too real.
As far as my reply to him is concerned he hasn't written, anything! May be doesn't check his mail regularly!!
I am not expecting anything!
Today is office day and well, here's a life that I do not like yet I must live for I have made the choice.
I do love my friends. They are such sweethearts. Seeing them making them at home in my house I thought just once about D, and I didn't want to have all the memories come flooding back to me, hey, who says my life's boring, I have had so many escapades, I am sure I will write a fairly interesting autobiography!!
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