a saturday post

6/11/05 4:32 PM
A day of reckoning! I am not in office; I had to go to the bank to get my draft done which is making a lot of hassle. They want this letter signed by that person and that person giving a written application. Stupid financial transaction rules, and of course I cannot remember when is the last time I have heard the word policy so many times.
What is worse is after a night of dilemma I could not stop myself from calling up Rick. It was a natural disaster. Obviously, my expectations always fail men when it comes to friendships. What was I thinking? I was perhaps expecting him to consider me to be an ally, a friend, but I guess I assumed too much importance. He just let out a bit of his emotions like any other person in his situation. No this is perhaps nothing creditable of Librans.
What is even more fascinating to me, yes, ‘fascinating’ to me is that how can all this be so similar to my dream? It is such a weird feeling to see the same things that I have dreamt off. I mean down to the unacceptable fiancée`, strange! I probably never give this intuition, or do I call it premonition that I have, much importance. But what after this I ought to take my thoughts and dreams very seriously. One must be careful what one thinks, like they say you must be very careful in what you wish, your wish might just come true!