6/11/05 4:40 PM
The truth is sometimes stranger than fiction! But I guess life teaches us so much. Today I learnt that there are loads of people who are working much harder than I ever can or will and still not getting paid enough. But they go about their work with such stoicism and yet I crib about my better condition. Sometimes, I feel that we humans have an insatiable desire to have more and more and better and better things. What are unattainable now are what I crave and the day I will attain that I will crave some other unattainable. Why am I talking about such things? Things that seem so meaningless sometimes!
I had a stupid fight with my parents about going to office after finishing the bank work, they were right as always. In the heat I would have certainly fallen sick. But worse had I kept the idea of office seriously in my mind I would have in for a shock. The amount of running around the bank people made me do I feel sick already.
Of course, there was the innate feeling of I have made a fool of myself. I mean hopefully the concerned person will not read this, and anyway, this is an open forum anyone can say anything one wishes. I just felt really bad when in spite of my eagerness and worry (undue as well as unrecognized!) I got a cold response of, “this is your office.. etc” I didn’t bother hearing the rest. Well, dear a good lesson learnt, men are impossible. If it had been any of the girls they would have loved the thought that you were upset and worried that you had spent time thinking and decided being there was important. That you felt sad because you left so suddenly the last evening. But do men care? NO. so don’t bother, men Libran or otherwise, deserve none of your thoughts. Coming from a fellow Libran this experience should teach you enough but then again you have the delightful ability to forget your lessons every time you find someone in distress. You must have been a nun or something, in your last life.
Anyway, enough of bitterness, one is just tired of it, so here’s wishing him luck in whatever he does and most importantly may good sense prevail over overtly emotional responses or reactions. As must be wished for all Librans including, this writer. Someone please wish that for me!!
Monday, June 13, 2005
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