10:49 PM 5/15/05

it is alright to be upset with people u love and sometimes it may even be irrational yet i know there are times when we cannot control our own emotions and it is so damn tough to even try and control them. we know the reasons given by people are not excuses yet we rail against them and we feel hurt, unmistakably hurt at having to deal with rejection and the feeling of being left out.

i am not making much sense am i?
possibly it is again my over worked brain that is playing tricks on me again.