Friday, May 20, 2005

17/3/05 an update

well i have been pretty much cooped up in my home, no outings and no phone calls. it has been really bad for the last 1 month. no. please don't think i have gone on voluntary exile, if one can ever hope to be on exile with the family around. sorry digression. anyway, the point is my final year ending annuals are here. yep, not the fiscal policy this is exam time.
management studies first year exam. and i will flunk. well honestly i am trying really hard not to fluck but then it is difficult.
16 subjects albeit 50 marks each but the syllabus is amazingly similar to a proper graduation corse. so that way i am doing a postgraduation in literally 16 subjects. wonderful!
this is what they call technical education!!??
long live english (hons) and may people study more of shakespeare than monetary and fiscal policy or even budget deficit.
well offlate have been having very little contact with people, i metioned exile at the beginning. some of it is involuntary by the way, the insufferable heat kills every option of a noon outing converting that inot a siesta. bad!!
but anyway, have met and spoken to a couple of oldies.. nope not in age, well i 'd say on the time frame of having known them they are pretty old.
but i got to hand it to you i have good friends, charming even, they have been absolute sweethearts, calling up and taking my boredom away. ahh i wonder where boredom goes for a walk?
let me not get lost in the imaginary land...
after all i had a point to make.. about what?? i forgot.
so apart from the usual niceness that always surrounds me there has been one anomoly. a dear friend or should i say ex-friend has been irritating.
i don't get it why must men be so complicated. ya i know what u will say, men?? complicated?? no way??!! give me a break we women do not have the copyright on that one, as yet. this guy is looney in the sense, i am interested so is he everyone can see and he can't or can but won't. then he will get upset on small things yet when i want to distance myself he gets hurt but sir will not oblige me with the same degree of sensitiveness and sometimes just decide to be a moron and sms or call to say.. mostly sms, lets not have any contacts, as if we are two battery points and all we need to do is remove the contact points. brilliant.
why do i even bother talking about this??
he is a nice guy just that my patience is wearing out, after all how long can i be nice? i am very nice in general but as they say ..." don't push your luck, mate!!"
exams are schedules from mid april to first week of may.. wish me luck you guys need it badly!!
and oh i hope i get back being friends with this guy he is too much of a sweet friend to lose over stupid misunderstandings, and general foolishness.... on whose part...??? that i will not disclose...
cath you guys later...
bye.

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