let the rain come down and wash away my tears

23/04/05

i have my exams and on top of that all these horrid people are just hell bent on making my life miserable. i wonder whether i do this to myslef. may be i let people hurt me. after all they say only oneself can give the keys to your mind to people. people are not really bad, are they?
i guess everyone suffers from some kind of insecurity sometimes. i just wish they would open up a bit again i have prided myself for being very open yet i know that i have kept a lot of things hidden away from a lot of people.
i wonder sometimes whether honesty has any real payoffs in this world.
anyway, enough of bitterness, as celine dion sang,
"let the rain come down and wash away my tears...."
it is raining outside i pray to lord that this rain may wash away, the gulit, the pain, the hurt and the sorrow and bring back the smile on my face. it is a beautiful new day. here's saying cheers to yet another new beginning?? no. this is no beginning this is just my attempt at living life easy and letting things happen to me, and letting people come to me and not merely desire them and pine away in their absence.