2:49 PM 5/8/05

i was thinking something, yeasterday i have been antiipating the arrival of a friend of my friend and well i was supposed to go somewhere with my mother but i cancelled it.
today is mother's day and i gave her a card and a gift but the truth is i disspointed her because of some person who has not met me after arriving, and has already started giving excuses and why am i even bothering.
may be i should just let him decide when and what he wants to do. i don't need him to do anything for my pc nor give him any cd, i will talk with someone who cares and ask him to help me out.

remember:
your pleasure must not depend on pleasing others.
and it is only the thought that counts, after all that he expressed his desire to meet you is ok. donot expect, do not ever expect.